Post by <3 on Jan 3, 2011 22:37:56 GMT -5
our ashes are drifting away
just like a bird on it's wings
just like a bird on it's wings
xx.our lives are changing, rearranging.ashwing moved slowly, his massive body was large and strong. he had long since learned to deal with his problems. with his regret from his past as well as his achievements. but right now he was having a painful thoughts about himself. he was beginning to regret who he was, what he was, and what he had trained to be. he had trained to be a medicine cat for most of his life, but now when it mattered most, after he had no chance of changing his mind and no apprentice to take over for him, he was regretting his life. ashwing was in need of the love that he couldn't have. he was lonely, depressed, and constantly hating himself for making the choices. he wanted to serve his clan and be all that he could be, but at the same time, it was becoming so hard that all he really wanted to do was lay back, relax, and let himself realize that he had fallen in love.
xx.we wish we had a choice.he sat down slowly, wrapping around his tail a spiderweb carefully. He wrapped a few juniper berries in leaves as well as a few leaves of yarrow that he had gathered on the walk down to the edge of the forest. his tail was flicking by his side while he was sitting there busying himself. his bright blue eyes were focused on the ground. but when you looked at him, it was easy to see that he was disappointed with his life and in pain. he was very depressed and ready to cry but at the same time, he would be strong. he had respect for himself and many other cats, but at the same time... he wanted nothing more than to be in love and to be happy with whomever he managed to do that with. But it would never happen because he was a medicine cat.
n a m e ashwing
m o o d depressed
w o r d s 330
t a g g e d open
o t h e r nothing.
